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Everything I know and everywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my luv

2nd January, 2005. 6:19 pm.

My soldier boy :) haha he went back today. just a reminder that i have a new journal so please add me there if you like! :)


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26th December, 2004. 6:07 pm.

hey i've got a new journal so if anyone wants to you can add me at moonfiredragon its friends only just because i want to know who is readin my journal. haha.
I dont think im goin to be usin this journal to much just to read up on the military comms.

well i hope to read all of your journals over there :)

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26th December, 2004. 2:32 pm. christmas in a nutshell

well i've been reading everyones's journal and i'm glad to see that everyone had a decent xmas! ^_^ Mine was ok. I'm not much of a xmas kind of person. I just like being able to spend time with my family. You never know who will be around next year.

xmas eve-started out at my mom's. Jason and I put together Jerica and Zenda's xmas gift. mom bought them a computer and desk and chair. Then we went over to his grandmother's house. where his family was all there. it was ok. I just did not feel comfortable being there and i think they were mad that we left earlier. I do have a family too geez. Anyway then we came back to the apartment and walked over to my Titi Ginny's. MMM rice and beanns! haha. My dad didnt show up.. big surprise, right? nah. ginny was like I hope for your sake that he doesnt come. i was just like yeah whatever i dont care. But i did get to see my cousin syliva i havent seen her in forever! she had a little baby! Regina she is adorable! and then we came back to the apartment and jen and tom came over and i gave them there gift. and she bought me an amy brown book! ^_^

Then....we tryed to go to sleep but being at my moms (they all smoked over there) i stank like ciggerate smoke and it was killing my lungs so i had to get up and get a shower. that was like at midnite after that i tryed to go to sleep but jasons phone rang twice at 2 am! grrrr then i tryed to go back to sleep and as soon as i do jason is wakin me up buggin me about goin to his sisters house when i already told him i didt want to go. which resulted in a fight. so we spent the morning arguin he left to go to his sisters and i got up and gave the kittenns there gifts! Which they loved haha.

around 11am he came back and then we left to go to the mom-mom's. They gave us a gift certificate to applebees and theresa and danny gave us a certificate to red lobster. Laurie and them bought jason spiderman 2 and the 3rd harry potter.
We ate (good timmes haha)
Then we left to my nana's. (all the sisters were there! it was like the 1st time in a couple of years. i think my nana was happy)
We didnt stay to long because i wasnt feelin to well. We went to my moms and exchanged gifts. we got mmy mom a new crock pot and new silverware. and she got jason a 50 dollar gift certificate to the mall and zenda ad jer got him some pj pants. and i got them both bed canpyies. (turns out that was jer's 3rd one and zenda's secod onne the same exact one too haha.) we also gave jer earrings and a bracelet and zenda a pair of socks and a watch. They gave me two pairs of socks (one tinkerbell and one playboy bunny) a candle, mom got me two gift certificates to the mall and some candle holders :)
then we came home and jason opened up his gifts that i got him. I took pics and i'll post them later. he got me King arthur. I love that movie! we watched that and shrek 2. (i got him that)

ok so yeah thats about it haha...

Current mood: bored.

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23rd December, 2004. 3:13 pm.

So jason is home! yay. surprisingly i havent taken may pictures. perhaps because i need to recharge the batteries.
haha in other news we arent moving till march.

Its raining really hard. Its so nice haha. We are tryin to get a vehicle because after to morrow we have nothing it blows. Hmmm...Kayce have a good time on your trip! although i think you left already haha.

Well i think im goin go crawl up on the futon with jason ;)

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20th December, 2004. 1:01 am. If i die tomorrow

Guess what??? in about 9 hours i will be seeing jason! yay!
I dont know why im not that excited..it sounds bad doesnt it? I dont know. I cant sleep. I'm sick, he's sick. We are just goin be sick together. haha. what fun.
I have him all day tomorrowtoday his family can kiss my puerto rican ass! I'm being selfish and keepin him to myself. We are goin to red lobster for dinner. It will be me,him, laurie, brian, jasmine, jenn and justin. Shoot i should charge the camara batteries and clean some more. I think the main reason i put off cleanin is because i hate to do it alone. It's fun when jason is around haha cuz he helps me.
And he'll be meetin our kids! yay.
I just hope that we arent going to be arguing the whole time that he is here.

ummm....i dont feel good. and i need to remember to call the spca!

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17th December, 2004. 10:22 pm. bored

Have you ever:
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot
[x] kissed someone
[x] rode in a taxi
[x] been dumped
[x] shoplifted

[ ] been fired
[x] been in a fist fight
[x] broken a bone
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house
[ ] been arrested
[x] gone in a mosh pit
[x] stole something from your job
[ ] celebrated new years in times square
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school
[x] thrown up from drinking
[ ] lost your sibling
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party
[x] went ice skating
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[x] been cheated on not sure but think i have
[x] had a sweet sixteen
[] had your tonsils out
[x] had a car
[ ] Totaled a car

Do you...
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[x] feel loved
[x] feel lonely
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself
[ ] think you're attractive
[] have a dog
[x] have your own room
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[x] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock
[x] listen to country
[ ] listen to reggae
[ ] listen to techno
[x] have hobbies
[] have more than 1 best friend
[] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue
[x] like the color pink
[ ] cyber
[ ] claim (claim? what does that mean?)
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x ] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[] ugly
[ ] pretty
[x] ok
[ ] handsome
[x] bored
[ ] happy
[x] bilingual
[ ] Hawaiian
[ ] Samoan
[ ] Filipino
[ ] Korean
[ ] Polish
[ ] Italian
[ ] Black
[x] Spanish
[ ] Asian
[x] short
[ ] tall
[x] realistic
[ ] sick
[ ] mad (crazy)
[x] lazy.
[] single
[x] taken
[] looking kinda i'm just tired of being hurt
[] not looking
[] talking to someone
[x] IMing someone
[ ] scared to die
[ ] tired
[ ] sleepy
[x] annoyed
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[ ] on the phone
[] in your room
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[x] in your pjs
[] ticklish
[ ] listening to music

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16th December, 2004. 1:18 am.

A feel good quiz by cerulean_dreams
your name is...
your eyesare enticing
your hairis magnificent
your smileoutshines the sun
your bodyis to die for
your hugsare caring and addicting
your kissis stunning
your lovespreads to all around you
Quiz created with MemeGen!

i have to disagree with the body part

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15th December, 2004. 6:38 pm. 2004 survey

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?: uh..got engaged then married, live alone, lost friends,made enemies, quit two jobs
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?: I dont even think i made any
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?: not close to me but jason's sister gave birth
4. Did anyone close to you die?: Not this year i dont think
5. What countries did you visit?: just here
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?: go back to school..a job
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: July 15th..that was the day we got married.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: quitting walmart
9. What was your biggest failure?: um being a friend, quittin walmart, money problems
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?: just asthma problems n colds
11. What was the best thing you bought?: um my computer i guess althought i havent paid for it yet
14. Where did most of your money go?: i sure as hell wish i knew. for the most part bills and then it just kinda fades away
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: Jason coming home in 5 days
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?: travelin soldier~dixie chicks
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder - prolly the same this time of year always drags me down
Older or wiser - both
Thinner or fatter? - sadly fatter
Richer or poorer? - both

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: i dont know
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: caring
20. How will you be spending Christmas?: xmas eve goin to my titi ginnys xmas day not sure it all depends if we have a car or not
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?: um uh huh
24. What was your favorite TV program?: American Dreams, Despearte housewives, everwood
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: whats the point in hating someone? I dont hate anyone
26. What was the best book you read?: the notebook i cant remember reading anything else this is horrible
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: i like a lot of different musics
28. What did you want and get?: a lot of things
29. What did you want and not get?: a good car
30. What was your favorite film of this year?: the notebook, dawn of the dead, shrek 2, um there were others
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: I turned 20. I worked for a couple of hours and they sang and gave me a cake, then i went home and megan got me a icecream cake (which was really good) then dave called me and wished me happy birthday and then i went to my moms house and she made pasta salad ( i so love her pasta salad) and chicken (chicken was gross hah) and thats about it. Wow i cant believe i remember all that.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: if things wouldnt have worked out the way they did
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?: large clothes haha
34. What kept you sane?: la computadora y escritura
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: Jason Behr mmm and angelina jolie, michelle rodriguez
36. What political issue stirred you the most?: the election and all the ignorant people it produced.
37. Who did you miss?: jason, walmart peeps (some haha but they all know who they are) & someone else
38. Who was the best new person you met?: I guess Jenn And Justin they are pretty cool
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: dont move out if you arent ready to become an adult and take resonsibilies. People you think you know you really dont. Everything changes and things happen for a reason. You dont know someone untill you live with them. And carrots are good.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: We were meant to live for so much more. & I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same
bright star

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15th December, 2004. 1:46 pm. another gift

Jason sent me another package. Pearl errings. Last christmas my mom bought me a pair of earrings and i lost one here somewhere and then the other one i left in jasons car and it got sent to the junkyard. the last time i got to talk to jason i told him that he should get me a pair of pearl earrings to replace the ones my mom got me and then i said i was just kidding (even tho pearls are my birth stone I'm not fond of them because they are usually on a gold backing it makes my ears itch) but he got me some anyway haha. I'd show pictures but they are already on my ears :) and plus i think everyone knows what pearls look like.

Thank you jason ;)

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14th December, 2004. 6:43 pm. This is my December...

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Current mood: bored.

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